<p><a href="https://www.patreon.com/beccabellamy/posts?filters%5Btag%5D=submissive%20diary">Click here</a> to read the previous parts of the story.</p><p><img data-media-id="110801017" src="/2f/00/2f0078b07eafd6c8c0337b6fdb01cc83e66df680ba88c974b212df0560635b13.jpg"></p><p><strong>Molly</strong></p><p>There was a time when I thought sexuality was largely static, that whatever I was in the moment was what I was going to be for eternity. If you’ve been reading my entries, you know that’s not the case (for Myles and me, at least). You know that sexuality can evolve. You know that a person’s desires can shift over time and that they can go to entirely unexpected places.</p><p>For instance, a year ago, the idea of my husband sucking cock never would have occurred to me. If it had occurred to me for some strange reason, I wouldn’t have given it more than a moment’s thought because my brain would have rejected the idea that Myles would ever want to have another man’s cock in his mouth. Things have changed, though.</p><p>As you know, Myles had his first experience sucking cock when he and I went down on Cody together. It was, in hindsight, a major milestone for me. Cody was the one that had brought it up initially and I told him I couldn’t imagine Myles would be willing to do it. He is, after all, straight. What I didn’t realize – despite all my work to become a better domme – was that Myles’s submissive nature would take precedence over his attraction – or lack thereof – to male genitalia. I should have realized that, of course – my submissive nature would likely make me willing to do just about anything – but it didn’t click for me until the moment Myles crawled closer and pleasured Cody with me.</p><p>The floodgates opened after that, though. It happened almost instantly, too. I was on my knees with Myles and experiencing the dual sensations of domination and submission at the same time. I was submitting to my dom and gently coaxing my husband to fall deeper into his version of subspace. I was serving and dominating and the end result was that I felt pleasure from head to toe. Literally. My entire body was alive with this beautiful, deep kind of desire that I wanted so much more of.</p><p>Since that first time, things have evolved. Myles has opened himself to the joy of total submission and I’ve embraced the pleasures of pushing his limits as Cody pushes mine. A little over a month after Myles first sucked Cody’s cock I’d gotten him to a place where he had no trouble dropping to his knees and giving head without my involvement. He’d embraced that it was his place to do so because it’s what I wanted, that his sexuality wasn’t particularly important because doing what I wanted him to do superseded all of that.</p><p>One night in particular stands out for the many pleasures involved on both sides of the dom/sub equation. It was probably six weeks after Myles sucked cock for the first time. Cody and I were naked in the bed and Myles stood at the foot and watched as we fooled around like we were a couple about to fuck. It wouldn’t be that simple, though, because when you’ve got a trio of people with kinky desires, it’s never that simple.</p><p>Cody rolled me onto my back at one point and reached between my legs. He slipped two fingers into my pussy with ease and smiled. I was soaked. I’m always soaked when I’m with him. I’d be soaked even if we were just going to fool around and fuck. He’s that good. It’s better when he’s dominating me, but he’s exceptionally talented and he fucks me like no man ever has.</p><p>“You’re wet,” he said.</p><p>I nodded and moaned as his thumb found my clit.</p><p>“Does that mean you want my cock inside you?” Cody asked.</p><p>“Yes,” I said. “Desperately.”</p><p>Cody smiled and rolled onto his back. He glanced at Myles and I rolled onto my side, wrapped my fingers around my dom’s cock, and said, “Suck his cock. Now. Offer him your mouth.”</p><p>Myles crawled into the bed without hesitation and a moment later his lips were wrapped around Cody’s stiff cock. He sucked voraciously and skillfully, proving that practice did indeed make perfect. He’d given head at least twice a week since his first time, including one occasion where he sucked Cody off, taking a thick load on his tongue and swallowing it after gagging just a little at the overwhelming taste.</p><p>“You’ve become such a good little cocksucker,” I said as I watched Myles take half the length of Cody’s dick in his mouth over and over. “How does it make you feel to be a cocksucker for your wife and her dom?”</p><p>Myles looked up and slowly pulled his mouth from Cody’s cock. “I like it,” he answered. “It turns me on.” He took the big, slippery dick in his mouth without hesitation.</p><p>I watched my husband give a blowjob and I swear my pussy gushed. It was the idea that Myles was willing to do absolutely anything to please me that turned me on most of all.</p><p>Without prompting, Myles licked and kissed his way down Cody’s shaft and began to work his balls. He sucked them. He licked them. He even kissed them. He was worshiping another man and again my pussy gushed. It was so fucking filthy and so fucking hot all at the same time. It was astonishing.</p><p>“That’s it, baby,” I said. “Suck those big, beautiful balls. Help make a nice big load that Cody can unleash inside me. Help him build up a huge load of cum that he flood my pussy with. Make a big load that you can clean up after he’s done.”</p><p>Myles moaned and sucked with greater vigor as his hand moved up and down Cody’s shaft. He was completely dedicated to my dom’s pleasure, which thrilled me. Cody got harder, I got wetter, and Myles traveled deeper into subspace, ensuring that we all got what we wanted.</p><p>“Sit on my cock,” Cody instructed.</p><p>I straddled him and sat on his cock without hesitation. I took him inside me and Myles tried his best to remain in his place, sucking on Cody’s balls as my pussy swallowed his dick.</p><p>“Eat her ass, cuckold,” Cody said. “Now.”</p><p>I felt Myles spread my ass cheeks. His tongue found my hole and he rimmed me vigorously. I moaned and Cody smiled.</p><p>“How does that feel?” he asked.</p><p>“Really good,” I said. “Really fucking good.” It did, too. A rimjob almost always feels great, though I’ve found that it’s better when I’m exceptionally turned on and even better when I have Cody’s cock inside me.</p><p>“Ride me slowly as he rims your ass,” Cody said.</p><p>I put my hands on his muscular chest and did as he instructed. My pussy rose up and sank down on his cock over and over. Each time I got to experience the sensual bliss of being filled and stretched by his gloriously thick cock. Much thicker than my husband’s cock, by the way.</p><p>Cody reached up and grasped my breasts. He squeezed them hard enough for it to hurt, but it only turned me on further. By that point I’d grown to enjoy just a little bit of pain, mostly because I knew it turned him on. “Get her ass nice and wet,” he said. “I’m taking it tonight. I’m making it mine.”</p><p>I tensed up as fear crept through my body. I knew anal sex would be painful, especially with a cock as big as Cody’s. I wanted to do it for him, but my body wasn’t so interested in the pain that would come with it.</p><p>“You’re going to give me your ass, aren’t you?” Cody asked.</p><p>“Yes,” I said. “I’m yours. You can have any part of me.” I said it without hesitation and I meant it. I still felt that fear, though.</p><p>“Ride me faster,” he said. “Take your pleasure. Enjoy my cock. No cumming, though.”</p><p>I bounced on his big dick as Cody played with my breasts. He offered pleasure by gently teasing my nipples and it felt as though he’d found a direct connection to my clit. Each time I dropped down onto his cock it sent a wonderful wave of pleasure through my body. Each time I got a little closer to my orgasm, though I knew I wouldn’t be able to claim it until he gave me permission.</p><p>Eventually I got to a point where I had to work not to cum. There’s something exquisitely painful about being in that place, though I suspect that was the point. Cody wanted me to suffer. He wanted me to feel desperate to cum and to know that I wasn’t allowed to do so. He probably wanted me to be thinking about the fact that his cock would soon be in my ass and I’d be suffering in an entirely different way.</p><p>“Put me in her ass, cuckold,” Cody instructed just as I started to feel like I’d be unable to resist cumming.</p><p>He grabbed my ass, lifted me off his cock, and spread my cheeks. A moment later I felt the head of his cock against my asshole. Myles had done as instructed like a good submissive should.</p><p>“Fuck your ass with my cock,” Cody ordered.</p><p>I was, in a way, in control. He could have thrust up into my asshole, but he wanted me to do it. He wanted me to submit, to offer my ass for his pleasure. So I did.</p><p>“Keep your hand around the base of his cock, Myles,” I said. “Keep it steady.”</p><p>I gently sat down on Cody’s cock. I sucked in my breath as I felt the pain spread from my anus while it stretched open around the thickness of my dom’s invading dick.</p><p>“Oh…God…you’re so big,” I said.</p><p>“How does it look, cuckold?” Cody asked.</p><p>“It’s beautiful,” Myles answered.</p><p>It actually made me feel a little better to hear him say that. I liked the idea that he was enjoying the view and that my ass looked beautiful with Cody’s cock invading it.</p><p>“Does my ass feel good?” I asked.</p><p>Cody smiled and gently squeezed my ass cheeks. “It feels perfect,” he said. “Taking a sub’s ass for the first time always feels perfect, especially when she’s a good girl like you and she does the work. Now take the rest of my cock. I want every inch buried in your ass.”</p><p>Once the head popped past my anus the rest was fairly easy. I went slowly and every inch hurt, but eventually I’d taken the entirety of Cody’s cock into my asshole. I wouldn’t say it was pleasurable, but it wasn’t supposed to be. Not for me, anyway. The whole point was for it to be pleasurable for Cody. The beautiful thing about being a submissive is that I was able to find a great deal of satisfaction in offering him the pleasure of being in my asshole.</p><p>“Suck his balls, cuckold,” I said.</p><p>Cody smiled as I heard the sound of Myles sucking my dom’s testicles. I felt a beautiful rush of dominant pleasure while Cody was buried in my asshole. He released my ass and his hands moved up my back before he pulled me down. We kissed and when his tongue slipped into my mouth I greedily sucked on it.</p><p>“I’m going to make you feel so good,” I whispered.</p><p>“Good girl,” Cody said.</p><p>We kissed again as I rode him slowly. I couldn’t go fast at that point. It had to be calm and gentle or the pain would have been too great. I found joy in suffering just a little for his pleasure, though. Despite my ass hurting, the rest of my body hummed with the thrill of being in subspace.</p><p>The longer Cody was in my ass, the easier it was to ride him faster. My hole stretched out and the pain faded. It was never anything less than a dull ache, but that was something I could deal with.</p><p>“How’s the view, cuckold?” Cody asked.</p><p>“It’s even more beautiful now that she’s riding you,” Myles answered. “It looks…it just looks so hot.”</p><p>“Your husband was made for this,” Cody commented.</p><p>I sat up and put my hands on his chest once more. I felt Myles’s head beneath my ass cheeks as I sat down on Cody’s dick and began to grind back and forth. “I know,” I said. “I didn’t always know it, but over the past year I’ve learned that Myles wasn’t meant for a traditional marriage, just like I’m not meant for one. He was meant to submit, to serve, to offer himself up for the pleasure of others. I was meant to dominate him, to take control of our marriage, and to offer myself to you.”</p><p>Cody pinched one of my nipples and pulled hard. I moaned and then clenched my jaw at the intense pain it caused. It was the simplest little thing, but he was putting me in my place. He was reminding me that he was in control and that I would let him do just about anything in the name of his pleasure.</p><p>“Do his balls taste good?” I asked as I continued to milk Cody’s cock with my asshole.</p><p>“Yes,” Myles answered before returning to his task.</p><p>“Come here,” I said. “I want to kiss you.”</p><p>Myles crawled from between Cody’s legs and got on his knees next to me. I smiled and reached up to caress his face as I rode Cody’s big cock. I moved my hand to the back of his head and pulled Myles’s lips to mine. We shared a vigorous kiss, and while I couldn’t quite taste Cody’s balls, I really liked the idea that my husband’s lips and tongue had the essence of my dom’s testicles on them.</p><p>“You know I’ll never let you fuck my ass, right?” I asked Myles.</p><p>He nodded and I glanced down at his cock, which looked impossibly stiff.</p><p>“You know why, right?” I asked.</p><p>He nodded again.</p><p>“Tell me,” I demanded.</p><p>“Because Cody makes you feel the things you crave. He makes you cum harder than I ever have. He dominates you like I can’t. He’s the man you need and I’m your submissive,” Myles explained.</p><p>I rode Cody harder as I considered the depth of my husband’s submission. My pussy tingled with the desire to cum, but it wasn’t my place to claim my orgasm. It was my place to make Cody cum in my ass.</p><p>“Tell him to cum in my ass,” I said. “Tell Cody that you want him to flood my asshole with his load.”</p><p>Myles turned to Cody and said, “Please, cum in her ass. Cum in my wife’s ass.”</p><p>I saw the smile on Cody’s face. I knew he was feeling that beautiful sense of satisfaction that comes from knowing you’re playing with a genuine submissive. In his case, he had both Myles and me willing to do as he desired.</p><p>“Kiss your wife while I cum in her ass,” Cody said with a delicious edge to his voice.</p><p>Myles leaned closer and we kissed as I rode my dom’s cock. Cody grabbed my ass and squeezed it hard. He smacked it, too, and I moaned into Myles’s mouth at the pain. I rode his cock faster and tightened my anus around it to milk him as best I could.</p><p>Soon enough I was rewarded with Cody’s loud grunts and groans. He pulled me down onto his cock and came inside me. I could feel his shaft pulsing and I knew he was launching a massive load into my rectum. It felt spectacularly naughty, though the knowledge that I’d satisfied him with my ass brought me a great deal of pleasure.</p><p>“Would you like to cum?” I asked Myles.</p><p>“Yes,” he answered.</p><p>I climbed off of Cody’s cock and moved to my hands and knees with my ass facing Myles. I looked over my shoulder to see him staring at my freshly-fucked asshole with a rapturous look on his face.</p><p>“You can cum on my ass,” I said.</p><p>His face lit up like I’d just offered him the gift he’d been waiting his whole life to receive.</p><p>“But only if you clean up your load and his once you’re done,” I added.</p><p>That look of joy softened as Myles considered having to clean an anal creampie after he’d enjoyed his orgasm.</p><p>“Are you willing to do that in exchange for an orgasm? Will you eat Cody’s cum out of my asshole?” I asked.</p><p>Myles wrapped his fingers around his cock and crawled closer. “Yes,” he said. He stroked his shaft furiously.</p><p>“Cum on my ass, cuckold,” I encouraged him. “Cum on my ass and then bury your tongue in my asshole and dig out every drop of Cody’s load like a good little bitch.”</p><p>Myles groaned and a huge load launched from the tip of his cock. I let loose a moan at the idea of my husband eating my dom’s load out of my ass. I was, after all, the only one who hadn’t cum at that point.</p><p>“Clean up your mess,” I said when Myles had finished climaxing. “And clean up his, too.”</p><p>I looked at Cody and saw a smile on his face. “You’re a very good domme,” he said.</p><p>Myles bent over and I felt his tongue move over my ass as he licked up his cum. I moaned and asked, “Can I masturbate while he cleans your load from my ass? Can I cum?”</p><p>Cody smiled and said, “No. I’m not finished with you and I don’t want you cumming until I’ve had my fun.”</p><p>I let out a quick, frustrated moan and then Myles’s tongue pressed against my asshole and all other thoughts rushed from my head. My husband was about to lick another man’s cum from my rectum and I was going to give him my full attention.</p><p>“Eat it all,” I said as I reached back and put a hand on his head. “Eat all of his cum like a good little bitch.”</p><p>Myles went to work and I resisted the urge to play with my clit and have a huge orgasm. That would have to wait until later, or not at all if Cody decided I didn’t deserve to cum.</p>